7.15.2011

Lacking the Embrace



Viscously dreaming of a world,
Lacking the embrace
Of a warm touch.

An obvious glow
Lights up my surroundings
When you come near.

1,2,3 I can count the seconds,
The time I hold on to eyes
Endlessly falling… rather
Reaching for depth.

Do you see the mask I wear?
Can you picture me naked?
Stripped to nothing,
My being in forms the world
Will never see.

I struggle to dream of this world
Mind's eye of cruel loss,
But this way..
I can say good-bye because
I don’t know you.

The end is ripping my body,
I’m visibly torn in two.
Forever? I am to be without?

It’s always the same,
The secrets, the tears,
The passion, the saviour,
The restrictions, the pain,
The heartbreak, the mending,
 the vast amount of fuck this.

And I only dream of a world
Where I am no longer blinded by hazel fog.
Can’t I wallow in simple lives?
And say
Good-bye.
1,2,3 I can count the seconds..
I was almost convinced.

Friday July 8, 2011
12:40 a.m.


Feel blue, Think green, Shine yellow
yet again
-adventure queen

(notion- kings of leon)

7.04.2011

Said and Done- Meg & Dia

Will you still get up when I walk in?
Will we still make love without stoppin' to breath?
Oh baby will you still love me?