simple

Craving states of longing,

I find I lay alone to feel.

Lips wanting lips,

wanting,

wanting,

wanting, 

you.

Missing you is loving you.

basic space

basic space,
between bodies,
open air and cold
nothings.
To blink,
is to recapture the involuntary.


it hurts being whole,
cradling you solely with words,
laughs glimmering through wires,
stinging embraces of filled voids.


basic space,
unsheltered by vacancy.
senses weigh down seconds,
the better drowning in the
simple,
the safe.


being warm I miss,
the melody of being sweet,
the scarcity of these moments,
I'm on my tippy toes,
eyes landing in pale.
terribly eager to love in a


not
so basic
space




feel blue think green shine yellow
adventure queen

its late

it stays

you breathe, your body can replace it with still air

but you exhale and there you take over.

time gets late so quickly here.

stars never seem to shine the way you painted them

it stays

representing you,

I cannot simply resist.

I can't change.

i'm fine

im so fine.

bleak

empty

cruel 

it stays 

and you leave

basic space

Re Stacks- Bon Iver

I've twisting to the sun I needed to replace
The fountain in the front yard is rusted out
All my love was down
In a frozen ground

reaching out

reaching out

        you     have     been     gone           i 

forgot about          you.

your eyes        i          know      they      are pure

vacant and lonely          i want to see you

          define     us.     i       won't

reaching          o   u    t

you called me today

i        smiled

all space

revisiting.

i     can't    seem   to let you go.

distance      loses      all meaning

on     such      a        limb   i  call you
childish    it      seems     but i can't stop

pretending     its     gone     is smart
     pretending
               pretending
                             why      am      i    pretending
imissyou

STRONG

strong
is
the
new
skinny

Colouring

Open your eyes. What do you see? The same as me? Doubt it. I swear we all have different shades of green and bolder reds and things we can't even see.  Do we all see the same things? Are you where I am? This may be ridiculous but I know my world is coloured different then yours. I remember when i was a kid I hated colouring in colouring books because I had to stay in-between the lines, the sky had to be blue, the turtle was green as was the grass. Why? Because I was told to think that way.  I was told that was 'right'. If only you could see my world start from shades of grey to vibrant colours. Nothing makes sense and it never has to. Lines are crossed because i'm daring, and the colours i love most are easily found.  I promise you, my would, well its quite different than yours.  It isn't better, but its a hell of a lot more create I'd say.  Tell me, when did you decide that the water was blue, and the leaves were green, you?  Cause I know I spend my days colouring.

Starting Something

looking for a fresh start,
but you find your self holding on
to what maybe made your heart melt before.

New words entangled with memories of him.
Similar sparks, spark now as they did.
New memories causing me to revisit those from then.

A start that defines what has past,
what I miss and what is a mess.
Now, the present, the new,
Just like,
Then, the past, the visited.

Him just the same as he.
My start to a lust I'll soon revisit I'm sure.

Ain't Nothing Like You

Draw Your Swords- Angus & Julia Stone

So come on Love, draw your swords
Shoot me to the ground
You are mine, I am yours
Lets not fuck around

Cause you are, the only one

Lust May Glimmer

Photographed by SwagHali

The warmth of your skin,
is laced with the cool breeze.
Sweet kisses blush my rosy cheeks,
Only I can smell the musk close to your heart.

Damp grass hugs our bodies,
we lay apart looking at vacant skies.
My hand seems clamped to yours,
As our minds wander to far away places.


Surely lust may glimmer,
each time you whisper my name.
I'm briefly tangled in our world,
where what fades drips in gold.


Why must your eyes play tricks,
unfolding fairytales behind lashes.
Us two resisting the lovely,
Once your lips without trouble meet mine.


"I loved you"


-feel blue, think green, shine yellow
adventurequeen
6:28 pm


(for you- angus & julia stone)

Rotting Love

Tampering with distant lives,
Carelessly speaking
Made tears cry.
Phantom memories,
Turning fresh days stale.
Empty presence replacing past desires.

Alone she may be,
Melodies luring her away from
powerful thoughts.
Butterflies fill rooms when she opens her heart.
When she accepts her rotting love.

Alone he may be,
Strings strum to drown her voice.
Dying cravings to make her laugh.
Uncertainties fill rooms when he opens his eyes,
When he accepts his rotting love.

They may not be together,
But they were.

-feelblue, thinkgreen, shineyellow
adventure q u e e n


(where is my mind- the pixies)

bigjetplane

On repeat just saying! Listen listen listen

Amounts To You

Quite the trance

Awaiting,

Ringing, the sound

of distance.

My invisible tie

to your invisible self.

A heart I once held,

I cannot,

I will not

ruin.

Burning from rich cores,

Awoken,

Voices, masking aching,

Silence crafted to

Portray my hearts dire

reach for yours.

Eyes locked to air,

Hesitation,

Words unable to unveil,

“I miss you”.

Through a non existing

embrace, warmth

wrapped around dead hearts.

Painful clarity,

Through me,

Travelling far then,

Right through you.

We care,

We want,

And we love,

We speak,

We share,

And we wait,

A mess,

that amounts to you.

Ringing still,

I'll never find purity

with anyone..

No one,

Apart from you.


-Feel BLUE, think GREEN, shine YELLOW
adventureQUEEN


(dead hearts- stars)