things i'm excited about..
school is almost over
my sister visited
we were wild
i start working out tomorrow
my workout plan is tough
my protein powder came in
yumm
snail mail is on its way
i'm fascinated
its warming up a bit
i'm running tomorrow morning
we are talking
i am playing guitar
i am attempting to sing and play
things i'm tired of...
being lazy
thinking slowly
moving slowly
missing home
drinking
smoking
stealing
school work
stale music playlists
the mess i always have to clean
being told I'm not contributing
crying
breakdowns
being tired
feeling blah
and fat
and blah
have little to no energy
spending lots of time in bed
not being as connected as we normally are
dreaming about people i can't talk to
knowing i broke a heart
twice
talking to people i know
i let down
or they let me down
not writing
i wish i was writing
