Stupidity, better late than never right?

the intensity, the rage i felt.  The moment you realize you've done something stupid.  Something you could have prevented, you could have avoided all of this.... my stomach is in knots.  I created this.  Irreversible, done on the most ironic of times.  Obviously no one is humoured, no one is even laughing... I cringe at myself, I am angry that I allowed this to play.  Stupidity