Scribble Over Days

feel blue
think green, shine yellow
adventure queen

Picture- Kid Rock Ft. Sheryl Crow

I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways

Waiting

feel blue
think green
shine 
yellow


adventure 
             queen

Waiting- Shiny Toy Guns

It's not what you think
If you're thinking I'm a liar
Like falling from grace--
I could do that.

Multiple Personalities

feel
blue
think
green
shine
yellow


adventure
queen.

Human- Jon Mclaughlin

Can you tell me how we got into this situation
I can't seem to get you off my mind

A l o n e

Don't you leave me alone.

Don't you dare think you can.

Can't you see my heart is bleeding?

Remember when you said..

I remember every word..

You said I'm not going to jump.

Alone and unsure

It's rather kind the way you did it

More and more and more..

I can honestly still hear you.

I belong here

You shouldn't have ever left.

Insane because I'm crying

Crying because I'm burning

Burning because I'm empty

Empty because..

More and more and more..

You said you wouldn't.

Follow you into the space you disappeared

You washed away

You are gone and cold

You say silent words that I'll never be able to hear

Shattered and relentless 

I'll tell the whole world that you used to be here

Wash my hands of this.

Unveil my only view

I see a silhouette of you trapped here.

feelbluethinkgreenshineyellow

adventurequeen


(beautiful rescue- this providence)

My Beautiful Rescue- This Providence

I’ve been jumping from the tops of buildings
For the thrill of the fall, ignoring sound advice and any thought of consequence
My bones have shattered, my pride is shattered
And in the midst of this self inflicted pain, I can see my beautiful rescue
I’ve been dancing on the tops of buildings, with you.

dollhouse

Darkness Draws You In, Eyes Closed, Love Close

In places embellished by lust, feeling alive in pure
Darkness.
Insanity on my face this moment 
Draws.
Somehow bleeding, because of pieces I left with
You .
Time elapses, the walls close
In.
I'd breathe in your words and escape in your
Eyes.
Pale and full of desire, I know you lay with them
Closed.
In distance I cannot admit, I'm stolen by
Love.
Having that voice embrace me, I swear I feel you, you're
Close.


-feel blue, think green, shine yellow
adventure queen

Not exactly

out of sight, out of mind.  bullshit.

Stay

Stay.  Please stay with me.  I would hate to lose the memories, I would hate to not hear your voice when I wanted.  I miss you more than anything.  I'm afraid to fall, I'm afraid to be here without you.  You were an incredible boy, so young, free, positive, funny, ridiculous, and the best was your timing.  I miss having someone who just knew when I needed them.  I remember looking at my phone and seeing your name on the screen and think, wow how did he know.  I miss you.  Change is coming, and I'm terrified, I wish I had you to talk to , I wish I had someone to tell me they were there no matter what.  I know you are watching, and you are probably stoked for me, and I can't lie, I am so happy I'm here. But  I don't know how to be happy without you, I don't know how I'm supposed to stay positive when I want you here.  Three years ago, my heart was torn in two and you hold the dearest part of me.  I can't continue unless you come with me.. I want you to stay with me.