Canada..For Haiti

If only..

Does this ever happen to you? I think this scene is practically the story of my life. I always convince myself, that my expectations are reasonable and possible, but close to 110.7% of the time the reality of my life goes in the complete opposite direction. And of course I don't think to stop setting my standards high, or avoid my expectations, I repeat this system, and always hope for the happy and positive outcome, and obviously.. I get nothing of the sort. It's sad, i guess.. setting your self up for minor heartbreak.. but my feeling is that someday my life will go against the odds, and surprise me with truly meeting my expectations! We'll have to see.

p.s My favourite scene from the movie 500 days of summer.

lets go back to when we had class

"You're only as young as the woman you feel."

And She Believes Him

“What are you going to do, Austin?” The girl asked late that night. She lay on the carpeted floor, curled up in her blanket. Her cousin was bunking on the bed that night. It was dark in the bedroom and the door just slightly open. The young girl knew that the funeral was early the next morning and that everyone else was resting for the challenging day creeping up. It seemed to the girl that Austin was reluctant to answer her question, and was nearly ready to join the house in resting. Austin then cut through the darkness turning on the lamp. He looked directly into the girls hazel eyes and told her with confidence, “It doesn’t matter what I’m doing tomorrow; whatever you decide to do I promise I’ll support you. But hey, he isn’t going to be angry or disappointed if you don’t see him. He loves you, remember that.” He reminded the girl. “I know that I don’t want to see him tomorrow, I know that I can live with the memories I have of him, and that I don’t want to see him in the casket. But, if seeing grandpa for one last time is what’s going to help you, I will be there for you!” With tears crawling down the girl’s innocent cheeks she said to her cousin, “It’s going to be so hard though, I don’t know…” Austin replied calmly, “Yes it is, but I’m here no matter what, you’re not alone.” Austin in that moment formed a sentence the girl would cherish eternally...

-feel blue, think green, shine yellow

adventure queen

Lately nothing stands out

So absentminded,
Always blank
and without

Thoughts come and go,
But there is nothing worth
retelling

Moments pass,
but I have no
urge to remember them

Lately
I've just been living.

Lately nothing stands out
It all flows into the next
and fades
and falls

but the sun rises again.

-feel blue, think green, shine yellow
adventure q u e e n

Gravity- John Mayer

:john mayer concert valentines day 2010

Oh gravity is working against me

And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh twice as much ain't twice as good

And can't sustain like a one half could

It's wanting more

That's gonna send me to my knees

Orlando is the place to be

I received extremely good news today..
I'm going on vacation!!! Thank god,
I'm so ready to escape the cold and see the sun :)