gahhhh

Things change so quickly.
I posted such a positive not a day ago, and suddenly I just feel differently.  Thats the thing about living a drama filled life.. things just go from highs straight to lows.  I've been having an off day.  Just on edge, covered in hives.. I cant focus.. and I feel down.


Hearing the opinions of others about me..and hearing them try to define how much they love me.. it made me realize how much family means to me.  I always value friendships and I love building new relationships.. but after losing such a important person in my life.. in my family, it was hard for me to venture all that.  But hearing how much I mean to you helps.. hearing the truth and your honest opinion on my actions.. keeps me grounded.


just one of those days.. luckily writing is ridiculously therapeutic for me!