There must be flaws that you see in yourself, that you know you could never change. I'm not talking about physical things, I'm talking about the person you are. Your way of life, your mannerisms, your morals, your personality, your instincts, your tastes, your style, your intelligence, your depth, your health, your secrets, your addictions, your thoughts, your losses, you overall. Is there anything that you wish you could alter?
A dream girl. Wouldn't you like to be a perfected version of yourself. What would you be like, is there much of a change? Imagine if I wasn't as analytical as I am now. Imagine if I didn't dwell over my past, whether it be mistakes or misfortune. I'd be a completely different girl if I could not worry about what happened or what could happen. I wish sometimes that I could live in the now. Presently make myself available. But I show weakness, I show anxiety, I will not rest if I have something on my mind. Would it not be different if I could let things go. I'm not speaking of grudges or juvenile issues, I'm wondering what kind of girl I'd be like if I could stop asking answerless questions, or play the "what if" game.
If you could recreate your being, how would you speak? Would you believe in god? Are you confident that you'd be better off? Would you be a realist or optimistic? Do you ever think about who you could be? I do. But then again, thats just me running my mind into the ground for no reason...
I'm just a girl.
No alternative identity.
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