I'd say it to you, but I lost your number...

I have this feeling of relief.
Like i've been stressed over this situation for far too long
I know I did the right thing, because it was really tough to do.
I'm not playing it safe, I'm taking a risk.

I know that this has been a roller coaster from the get go,
but thats because i scared you.
I made you feel.
you like me, and you hate it.

So what now?
well, you find your way,
I'll do me.
Sure, it isn't an easy task,
but I need to be happy on my own anyway,

I don't regret a single thing.
I was honest with you from the start.
I did and felt everything for a reason.

I don't need to be caught in this mess with you.
Its all your mess.
I kissed you goodbye,
in hopes that I'd find your lips again someday

Im sure we will meet again, and we will have
a definitive answer.
See you never,
or lets be with each other fully.

Im excited to make that decision.
Not now,
so goodbye for now.

Please be smart,
and kind to yourself.
I want only for you to find your way.

Kels