remember when I was afraid

I was afraid you wouldn't understand me
I was afraid you would judge me
I was afraid to open up to you
I was afraid you'd make my feel stupid for caring
I was afraid you'd laugh in my face when I told you what I was thinking
I was afraid you wouldn't give me a chance to explain the past few years
I was afraid you'd give up 
I was afraid I was too much for you
I was afraid that you'd leave if I was like that again
I was afraid of you 
I was afraid to look into your eyes
I was afraid to let you look into mine


But now, I'm only afraid that this will end.