I want it to be simple

It is definitely so difficult to distance yourself from someone you care deeply about.  And that is a bold statement that could apply to a wide range of relationships I have in my life.  Currently, I can be honest and say I love a number of people, I've shared myself with people that I now have to see a whole lot less.  And some, I wont see for months, some for a year, some for too long I tear up.  I hate the feeling of needing someone, like truly needing them, I feel vulnerable, I feel weak, I feel rather alone.  Being someone as emotional as I am, I can get myself quite attached to the way people make me feel.  I have so much to say, but half of it I shouldn't, actually most of it I should just sort out in my head.. simply.  But I cannot be simple, its not in my nature! I can literally drive myself to my wits end trying to fully identify what the fuck is going on in my life and of lives around me.  I can love, I can really love someone.  And I do.  I love someone, I love and I can't tame it.  But I've loved this person for so long.  And I don't know how to go about dealing with it.  I can only wrap my head around so much.