Until I am found again

Lost
And found in reasons
relating to you.

When nothing resembles
the glow you portray,
I think back to when it was too much.

Sorry that its disappeared,
I scramble through images of you,
in my cluttered mind.

Mistakes I feel I could have made,
If the side I chose was where you lay.
In grass I remember you stay,
Cigarette resting between lips I once touched.
The addiction not towards smoke,
but the admiration I let slip away.

Lost
and never found,
will be the touch of skin,
the eyes I swear never scared me.
Empty days will follow until
I am found again.

-Feel blue
think green
shine yellow
-adventurequeen.
But Breathing- Defeater