Tattered Architecture

I build my world
with shards of glass,
squint your eyes,
Clarity spills like
a plain white canvas.


Designs that stops
people in their shocked state.
I steal the breath of lungs
that now suffocate
Its in the design 
that helps me stand, that lets me hide.


With materials that
speak without voices,
It says " allow me to 
capture you"
A space enclosing innocent
hearts.


I build an entire kingdom
and you have yet hear my 
cries for mercy.
Why not study further?
Look between the buildings.
Trust me, 
I lie in places you'll never find.


feel blue, think green, shine yellow
adventure queen

Nice To Meet You Dear

That face so glum,
Tell me seriously..
Why the complaints?
Its true that depths of oblivion
limits our reach,
Yet I still share with you
the glee of each sunrise.


Shadows cast only
when hit by your countless
hesitations. 
Allow me to be with you,
Scare me with righteous 
sincerity.


Your tone, so sweet,
Never will this end,
not with you captivating me 
this way.


Stop that dear,
It is not my fault,
this wasn't meant to be defined,
Living and loving you..
I laugh.


Posture and stance ,
here I am.
See me, I see those eyes, 
they commit to now.
this countdown it seems
aged us both.


So right it will be,
worthy of you, 
I fit right in that chest.
Together,
It's like we were never apart.


Nice to meet you.




feel blue, think green, shine yellow,
adventure queen

Fire In Your New Shoes

Adrian Upward Photography

The Mess I Made- Parachute

Oh, my head's to blame,
For all my heart's mistakes

I'm Flying

I wanna be one with you,
but in-between our hearts
is the barrier I can't break.
You lay down,
And I lay just above.
Yet our skin can't touch.

I show my dreams to you and
place them in days to come.
Aloud plays the melodies
from the day I left you.

One step, three more, and now
I'm flying.
Shrinking distances
as I toy with you,
you catch the rain,
you hold my hand.

Arms will find the embrace 
I've been longing.
Time still exists, yet
I contemplate shutting it down.

Seconds until I see you
will soon reach to none,
Seconds til I leave again..Shh.


*feel blue, think green, shine yellow
adventure queen

in the moment

On the spot poem;

Moments where I stop
Paint me a picture of when
I'll see pure serenity. 
Embrace the bold passion
That pulls together distance
I dread. 
You appear in ways I wish was
Tangible. 
Moments I can almost grasp,
Time swallows sorrow
Because you're so desirable. 
Stop missing,
And start longing,
Start love
A start with you. 


feel blue, think green, shine yellow
adventure queen

disconnected from you

disconnected. its amazing how you can talk to someone everyday for months and think nothing of it.  Maybe you like this person, maybe you love them, maybe they are a friend.  In my case, I love them.  And say for some reason you are completely disconnected.  Away from comfort, separated from truth, deprived of passion.. how would you feel?


Would you have gone as crazy as me?


Sure, I tried to comfort myself thinking this was a blessing in disguise.  Maybe I needed the break, perhaps I could find clarity.. but all I know for sure is everything I've been feeing is REAL


You and me its real.

Shh.. I know you know.

"When I saw you I fell in love and you smiled because you knew." - William Shakespeare.

LIONS!- LIGHTS

Give me a disaster, give me an emergency
Stand me at the head of the crusade without a remedy
Show me to the shipwreck, show me how your bones shake
And when I'm at the edge of sorrow's blade, show me how a heart breaks

Be steady on your feet
No matter the trouble you meet

Lions make you brave
Giants give you faith
Death is a charade
You don't have to feel safe to feel unafraid

new album tomorrow!!

Scribble Over Days

feel blue
think green, shine yellow
adventure queen

Picture- Kid Rock Ft. Sheryl Crow

I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways

Waiting

feel blue
think green
shine 
yellow


adventure 
             queen

Waiting- Shiny Toy Guns

It's not what you think
If you're thinking I'm a liar
Like falling from grace--
I could do that.

Multiple Personalities

feel
blue
think
green
shine
yellow


adventure
queen.

Human- Jon Mclaughlin

Can you tell me how we got into this situation
I can't seem to get you off my mind

A l o n e

Don't you leave me alone.

Don't you dare think you can.

Can't you see my heart is bleeding?

Remember when you said..

I remember every word..

You said I'm not going to jump.

Alone and unsure

It's rather kind the way you did it

More and more and more..

I can honestly still hear you.

I belong here

You shouldn't have ever left.

Insane because I'm crying

Crying because I'm burning

Burning because I'm empty

Empty because..

More and more and more..

You said you wouldn't.

Follow you into the space you disappeared

You washed away

You are gone and cold

You say silent words that I'll never be able to hear

Shattered and relentless 

I'll tell the whole world that you used to be here

Wash my hands of this.

Unveil my only view

I see a silhouette of you trapped here.

feelbluethinkgreenshineyellow

adventurequeen


(beautiful rescue- this providence)

My Beautiful Rescue- This Providence

I’ve been jumping from the tops of buildings
For the thrill of the fall, ignoring sound advice and any thought of consequence
My bones have shattered, my pride is shattered
And in the midst of this self inflicted pain, I can see my beautiful rescue
I’ve been dancing on the tops of buildings, with you.

dollhouse

Darkness Draws You In, Eyes Closed, Love Close

In places embellished by lust, feeling alive in pure
Darkness.
Insanity on my face this moment 
Draws.
Somehow bleeding, because of pieces I left with
You .
Time elapses, the walls close
In.
I'd breathe in your words and escape in your
Eyes.
Pale and full of desire, I know you lay with them
Closed.
In distance I cannot admit, I'm stolen by
Love.
Having that voice embrace me, I swear I feel you, you're
Close.


-feel blue, think green, shine yellow
adventure queen

Not exactly

out of sight, out of mind.  bullshit.

Stay

Stay.  Please stay with me.  I would hate to lose the memories, I would hate to not hear your voice when I wanted.  I miss you more than anything.  I'm afraid to fall, I'm afraid to be here without you.  You were an incredible boy, so young, free, positive, funny, ridiculous, and the best was your timing.  I miss having someone who just knew when I needed them.  I remember looking at my phone and seeing your name on the screen and think, wow how did he know.  I miss you.  Change is coming, and I'm terrified, I wish I had you to talk to , I wish I had someone to tell me they were there no matter what.  I know you are watching, and you are probably stoked for me, and I can't lie, I am so happy I'm here. But  I don't know how to be happy without you, I don't know how I'm supposed to stay positive when I want you here.  Three years ago, my heart was torn in two and you hold the dearest part of me.  I can't continue unless you come with me.. I want you to stay with me.

Your Guardian Angel- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

'Cause you're my, you're my,
my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Blinded

Welcome to the inside of my mind.  Welcome to the bittersweet of leaving town, the fucked up sleepless nights and the long and over lived days.  Search within my words to find lies and cheats, try to find reasons to hate me, I guarantee you'll struggle to do so, as I speak only the truth and only what I think.  My opinions are unlike what you'd expect from any other gal.. I trust that you've noticed my unique ways, my way with words, my inability to let go of what I want. Typical? Not even the slightest, a mind like this would shrivel and die in a typical world. Please dig deeper and try to understand that I am not who you think I am, I am not the normal girl who kissed you last night.  I have things to say and I have reasons to say them, I feel what I want and I share becauseI think its important. I think and think and think ,and I won't stop.  Blinded, I'll blind the world with reasons to give me a shot.

Halifax

Halifax.. so far from home.  I am starting to get settled, I went shopping yesterday and today and basically got everything I need! which was a lot of fun :) But I guess because I'm not yet moved into my res, its tough to distance my mind from home.  Like its weird I am in Halifax but I haven't met anyone yet so I talk to everyone back home.  Its tough cause I left people behind and I didn't really want to, Halifax is far too.. I legitimately won't be seeing some people for a long while.  Four months, I know much will change once things start up but for now.. I miss everyone.. and I have certain people revolving around my mind every fucking two seconds.

Until I am found again

Lost
And found in reasons
relating to you.

When nothing resembles
the glow you portray,
I think back to when it was too much.

Sorry that its disappeared,
I scramble through images of you,
in my cluttered mind.

Mistakes I feel I could have made,
If the side I chose was where you lay.
In grass I remember you stay,
Cigarette resting between lips I once touched.
The addiction not towards smoke,
but the admiration I let slip away.

Lost
and never found,
will be the touch of skin,
the eyes I swear never scared me.
Empty days will follow until
I am found again.

-Feel blue
think green
shine yellow
-adventurequeen.
But Breathing- Defeater

In Foreign Pale Eyes

Rambling for ages,
To a new oasis.
Finding a weightless 
Comfort embracing my fluttering
Heartbeat.

In an unfamiliar place,
Glory floods my insides.
In foreign pale eyes, 
I find I’m grounded.
Anchored to a moment
Neither fleeting nor permanent.

Endless attempts to define
Reasons making two bodies spin.
Laying still my frame may be,
However in tightly bound ribs
My heart, echoes the screams of yours.

Nothing resembling a mistake,
Lips locked simply because they may,
Desires flush the cruel reality
And as of now,
I suppose
I wish you were here.




-Feel blue, think green, shine yellow,
adventure queen.


(I wish you were here- incubus)

Girl, Interrupted

Was I ever crazy? Maybe. Or maybe life is… Crazy isn’t being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It’s you or me amplified.

with what maybe i could have done

the moments in life that we wont forget and sometimes the moments we wished we had taken advantage of.  A lot of the time we try to limit our selves and feel only what is appropriate, fully aware that here is more.  We as people have the capability to put a stop o the moments we wish would carry on forever.  Whether its kissing someone, talking to an interesting person, or letting your mind wander.. We can stop, we can stop everything if we feel it is too much or even if we feel at all.  And it is in times similar to these that makes us think of...

"what maybe I could have done"

to be honest

_________________.

used and confused, pure beauty

Poor little rich girl.. Edie Sedgwick

Everything that happened to me has been a paradox for life. The very things that I should have done would have been the trap. The very things I might have given into, that demanded, that said, this is your life. I mean, this is your only way to survive, are the things I found hardest to end. 'Cause I believed in something else. You have to work like mad to make people understand... Even if I don't make it, you know, I really insist on believing, and then I fall off the edge because there's nobody else to follow it. And I would just fall off the edge.

STOP

phone turned off.. thats friggin huge. what happens when I FREAK OUT! everythings becoming so real. STOP

unstoppable

holly shit! everything needs to stop! stop stop stop! Clearly, CLEARLY I am insane! absolutely effed in the head, and unable to just relax and not freak out over every little moment in my life.  "what do you want?".. i have no friggin clue! I'm not sure if I should even repeat the thought I have in my head.  Judging by the speed of my fingers tapping on this keyboard I can totally spare you the worry and say HAY YA I'm totally nuts.  I cant even entertain an idea for more than 1 second.  But I have to change.. I just have to relax, because I have people who care and people I care about.  So I have to just breathe and let everything play out.. because in like 21 days.. my whole life is going to change.. so I am going to do whatever I need to from now on to enhance my time here. I don't see how I can possibly resist.  I don't know ..I just feel.

heart breaker

never let you go.

Do you ever mix and match your friends?  Like your best friend from child hood with your greatest friend of this week, or maybe a best guy with and even better girl?  I have to say I love all my friends being friends.  I like everyone know each other and matching names to faces.  However what bothers me sometimes, is when your best gal and your best guy ... doesn't even have to be a guy and girl... hit it off with out you.  Because you know that the common ground is you.. and when they are alone together, I'm afraid of what they'll share.  I am someone fairly open about everything with the people I love.. so it worries me when the 2 people I love most talk about me.. and I only can hope I haven't broken any hearts.

All I wanted

How can you get so much clarity in one night.  Like for real, I feel totally different tonight than I did last.  I just know more about what I want, Who I need to be with and why I love the people I do.  Ya its a mean circle and I bang my head against the wall endlessly.. but fuck it I'm feeling and I like it.  I just dont want to hurt anyone.  I need for everyone to understand my capability to love so much.  An uncanny capacity, I just need everyone to realize I can love you and him and her and the one and all of them at once... I just don;t know when enough is enough.


All I wanted

I want it to be simple

It is definitely so difficult to distance yourself from someone you care deeply about.  And that is a bold statement that could apply to a wide range of relationships I have in my life.  Currently, I can be honest and say I love a number of people, I've shared myself with people that I now have to see a whole lot less.  And some, I wont see for months, some for a year, some for too long I tear up.  I hate the feeling of needing someone, like truly needing them, I feel vulnerable, I feel weak, I feel rather alone.  Being someone as emotional as I am, I can get myself quite attached to the way people make me feel.  I have so much to say, but half of it I shouldn't, actually most of it I should just sort out in my head.. simply.  But I cannot be simple, its not in my nature! I can literally drive myself to my wits end trying to fully identify what the fuck is going on in my life and of lives around me.  I can love, I can really love someone.  And I do.  I love someone, I love and I can't tame it.  But I've loved this person for so long.  And I don't know how to go about dealing with it.  I can only wrap my head around so much.

Lacking the Embrace

Viscously dreaming of a world,

Lacking the embrace

Of a warm touch.

An obvious glow

Lights up my surroundings

When you come near.

1,2,3 I can count the seconds,

The time I hold on to eyes

Endlessly falling… rather

Reaching for depth.

Do you see the mask I wear?

Can you picture me naked?

Stripped to nothing,

My being in forms the world

Will never see.

I struggle to dream of this world

Mind's eye of cruel loss,

But this way..

I can say good-bye because

I don’t know you.

The end is ripping my body,

I’m visibly torn in two.

Forever? I am to be without?

It’s always the same,

The secrets, the tears,

The passion, the saviour,

The restrictions, the pain,

The heartbreak, the mending,

 the vast amount of fuck this.

And I only dream of a world

Where I am no longer blinded by hazel fog.

Can’t I wallow in simple lives?

And say

Good-bye.

1,2,3 I can count the seconds..

I was almost convinced.

Friday July 8, 2011

12:40 a.m.

Feel blue, Think green, Shine yellow

yet again

-adventure queen

(notion- kings of leon)

Said and Done- Meg & Dia

Will you still get up when I walk in?
Will we still make love without stoppin' to breath?
Oh baby will you still love me?

Fix You

I can't believe you knew exactly what to send... Coldplay lyrics... you are absolutely flawless.
Love you

Something I'm not

You actually have the ability to make me hate who I am.  I work everyday, I go to school, I get into university, I get 2 jobs, I write, I'm happy, I try my best.  And all you see are my mistakes and tie things together that make me out to be something I'm not.   Sure, pull in tighter, see if i care.  Soon you'll see that I'm a great person.  You'll see that I smile for real reasons.  But for now, keep that disgusted look on your face... You're in for a surprise.

never a dead end

"Have you ever once in your life reached out to touch infinity?"

Untitled, Date & Time Unknown

Days fall,

I’m a mundane careless shrew.

So long as the beauty I crave

Blurs to an undying halt.

Seemingly,

Love has given up,

You’re no longer here

To caress me.

I’m ridiculed by the time passed,

Shared laughs only echo

In past memories.

Where are you?

I breathe only to

Revolt against naked regrets.

I sing yet

There is no dance without you.

I can’t give it up.

I care too much.

I need to smile with you again.

Hold me.

March 3^rd sometime

Stumbled upon.. amazing what I can find in my pile of poems.

the girl who barely said a word:

I'm not entirely sure what to think.  So much is going on in my life right now, that I feel like I'm constantly spinning.  I'm sure that even if I try to stop, try to catch a breath, even for a moment, everything will blast past me and I'll be more lost than before.  I feel overwhelmed.  I have things to worry about now that I've never had to before; I need to start thinking about where I am going to live next year, what university classes I am going to take, how I am going to save enough money for school this summer, and how I am going to hold it together leaving the one place I can call home.  Honestly, I'm freaking out. I can't decide if what I am worried about is valid or if I am all bent out of shape for nothing.  I realize that going off to school is an exciting step and I should be unbelievably smitten about the whole ordeal, but to be I feel like I have major preparing to do before reaching that point.  I am so happy at home right now, I have great friends, ones that live in milton, or belleville, or burlington, or smithsville, and of course oakville, some down the street, some near the lake, and I love them all.  Then I have my family, the people that I've never had to leave before.  I have so many great relationships here, and I'm sure I'll make more when I leave, but I am just in shock thinking about how I am supposed to be away from all this.   So much to think about, so much to do, so much school, so much coaching, and not enough time to catch up with everyone I'm going to miss the most.  I just can't believe I'm leaving.  I know I'll be back and its only for a few months a year, but things are going to change, people are going to change.  A part of me needs and wants this beyond belief, I want to see how I do on my own and who I become through this journey.  However the other part of my is thinking I'm finally happy, why now?  Now or Never.  I have to breathe, I know I'll be fine, and I'm about to jump into the best years of my life.. but I can't help but wonder if I can make the most of the next few months to avoid regrets in the next few years. Just a mini freak out, no big deal, I just need to calm down and enjoy today tomorrow and the next while :)

Take It All- Adele

Didn't I give it all?
Tried my best,
Gave you everything I had,
Everything and no less,
Didn't I do it right?
Did I let you down?

Maybe you got too use to,
Having me around,
Still, how can you walk away,
From my tears?
It's gonna be an empty road,
Without me right here,

But go on and take it,
Take it all with you,
Don't look back,
At this crumbling fool,
Just take it all,
With my love,
Take it all,
With my love,

Maybe I should leave,
To help you see,
Nothing is better than this,
And this is everything we need,
So is it over?
Is this really it?
You're giving up so easily,
I thought you loved me more than this,

But go on, go on and take it,
Take it all with you,
Don't look back,
At this crumbling fool,
Just take it all,
With my love,
Take it all,
With my love,

I will change if I must,
Slow it down and bring it home,
I will adjust,
Oh, if only,
If only you knew,
Everything I do,
Is for you,

But go on, go on and take it,
Take it all with you,
Don't look back,
At this crumbling fool,
Just take it,
Take it all with you,
Don't look back,
At this crumbling fool,
Just take it all,
With my love,
Take it all,
With my love,
Take it all,
With my love.

Definition

To be,

to be defined by script.

In ways you burn, hanging on.

Watching you 

 lose mindless motives,

 gaining, 

I see you wearing words that colour you so bright.

Imagined to be broken,

but redemption was found, 

by what stains the truth.

You took what revives lives,

And made it tangled by flesh.

You wear it right,

you sound just perfect,

simply left on a body,

you cannot fucking underestimate.

For a love I cannot define, but a life that is a fight worth all definition.

-feel blue, think green, shine yellow

adventure queen

Welcome..

today
today today
is when dreams come true.


living is not hard but eventful,
breathing is not a mission but desired.


It is never too late to end the misery
and believe in gold.


torn and healed,
I have the right remedy to survive.


It is time,
it is now,
for whats dead,
is now alive.


I am in reach.
I am here.


Welcome to Paris

Fools

Love lost,
tangled and weaved in raw emotion
unable to breathe
unable to learn
unable to live
without you


Vast views on
everything you touch
singing tunes to lour
you to me.


Fools,
wanting what they want
and wanting it all.


Fools,
lost in love.


The show
is about to start,
I know why you are here,
I know why I'm a fool,
I know what I want.


If you want it ..
watch me fall....


feel blue, think green, shine yellow,
adventure queen.

Hands Held High- Linkin Park

My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine
On the back he hand wrote a quote inside
"When the rich wage war, it's the poor who die"

Amen, amen
Amen, amen

seriously shaken

  I'm about to go crazy.

this doesn't concern you

Cheating


What does it mean?


To cheat on someone... does it make you  a bad person?


Can you ever completely share yourself with another human? Telling them every detail about your being, every ounce of truth you can offer.  Is it possible to pour your every thought out in front of that someone special, trust them entirely with your naked image? Is it fair to assume that they with share just the same?  


As a couple are you not two individuals? Carrying around two separate minds, bodies, opinions, secrets, desires, ambitions and what not... do you share this.. are they identical? Does that person know you to every degree?  As two individuals how do you live as one? To love that person and have them love you back.. is something to cherish.. now imagine it being compromised...


To have your relationship compromised is a cheat.
The act of cheating will change the relationship.. it will alter the love shared.
What is cheating? is it simply sharing chemistry with someone other than them... is it fantasizing about others... is it kissing.. is it sex... how do you know if you've cheated??


... do you feel it?
the stirring in your stomach
the pain behind your eyes
the lies meant to be buried from now on..
the guilt.


If you don't tell that person, and they have no way of finding out... and you have no intentions on leaving that person... has it affected them at all? Has it affected you? Can you live with what you've done?  Can you hide what you've done?  Can you keep it all to yourself??


Can you allow it  NOT to compromise your relationship... will the guilt get to you?? 
Have you cheated?
Did it ruin you?
....It ruined us.




-feel blue, think green, shine yellow
adventure queen

remember when I was afraid

I was afraid you wouldn't understand me
I was afraid you would judge me
I was afraid to open up to you
I was afraid you'd make my feel stupid for caring
I was afraid you'd laugh in my face when I told you what I was thinking
I was afraid you wouldn't give me a chance to explain the past few years
I was afraid you'd give up 
I was afraid I was too much for you
I was afraid that you'd leave if I was like that again
I was afraid of you 
I was afraid to look into your eyes
I was afraid to let you look into mine


But now, I'm only afraid that this will end.

Sacre-Coeur, the sacred view

ring my bell ring my bell.. emmanuel

13 tons... the bourdon bell. Emmanuel, Notre Dame.

modern art

Centre Georges Pompidou
A modern museum in paris. pg 77

Image by Paolo Margari via Flickr

It houses the Bibliothèque publique d'information, a vast public library, the Musée National d'Art Moderne which is the largest museum for modern art in Europe, and IRCAM, a centre for music and acoustic research. Because of its location, the Centre is known locally as Beaubourg. It is named after Georges Pompidou, the President of France from 1969 to 1974 who decided its creation, and was officially opened on 31 January 1977 by then-French President Valéry Giscard d'Estaing. The Centre Pompidou has had over 150 million visitors since 1977.

explaination

How sometimes resurfacing depression can prove the impact someone had on lives. Meaning you can turn something that feels so bad and make it feel ok because it means that person mattered

definition of my life for tomorrow and so on

So I had a pretty difficult week.  I was pretty much thrown around and smashed to the ground.  I realized that no matter how much time passes and how much you think you healed... in the end you really have no grasp on it.  I thought that I had passed the depression stage, that I had moved to a positive sector in my life, where I could help others and stay positive in everyday situations. I was sure I'd reached the point where I could be selfless and make certain days revolve around other peoples accomplishments or their struggles.


But yet I was the one fighting tears.  I was the one that made a great day all about me.. and spelled pity all over it.  I was the one that drowned in constant what ifs and non stop screaming.  You think you've over come depression and then it literally slaps you in the face.   I tried my best to make him happy, but at the end of the day I just wanted him there... beside me... calling me... watching red eye with me! I could admit how much my insides burned and how badly I missed him. Not for attention or sympathy but to prove the love I have for him.. and the impact he had on lives.


AHHH i miss you so .. and I truly wish I could stay positive for you.. and smile for you... but Im upset I don't have you to talk to, and I hate that you cant hug me.  And I can write and write and write to solve this grief and the negativity, but it wont bring you back.. I just can't believe this is what defines my life now... a life without you. I miss you.  You loved me.  I hate that your life was taken... but I love that you were apart of mine xoxo

If I could be anyone, how would she breathe?

There must be flaws that you see in yourself, that you know you could never change.   I'm not talking about physical things, I'm talking about the person you are.  Your way of life, your mannerisms, your morals, your personality, your instincts, your tastes, your style, your intelligence, your depth, your health, your secrets, your addictions, your thoughts, your losses, you overall.  Is there anything that you wish you could alter?


A dream girl.  Wouldn't you like to be a perfected version of yourself.  What would you be like, is there much of a change?  Imagine if I wasn't as analytical as I am now.   Imagine if I didn't dwell over my past, whether it be mistakes or misfortune.  I'd be a completely different girl if I could not worry about what happened or what could happen.  I wish sometimes that I could live in the now.  Presently make myself available.  But I show weakness, I show anxiety, I will not rest if I have something on my mind.  Would it not be different if I could let things go.   I'm not speaking of grudges or juvenile issues, I'm wondering what kind of girl I'd be like if I could stop asking answerless questions, or play the "what if" game.


If you could recreate your being, how would you speak? Would you believe in god?  Are you confident that you'd be better off?  Would you be a realist or optimistic?  Do you ever think about who you could be?  I do.   But then again, thats just me running my mind into the ground for no reason...


I'm just a girl.
No alternative identity.

psssst duff...

I love you, stop being over dramatic ya goof.

looking dead into my eyes

he said, "You must have really loved him to still be thinking about him today".

I did.

"I can't imagine how it feels to lose someone so close"

Bound To You- Christina Aguilera

Sweet love, sweet love
Trapped in your love
I've opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us

You’re all I need when I’m holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight